its 2.42am. i still remember donkey years ago at this hour i usually spent my night/morning on Msn with F. i miss that moment ever since F blocked me from MSN for only god knows why. biar orang buat kite, jangan kiter buat orang. betul tak? i guessed time has change. i don't miss you that much now/this days.
No, don't ever say i've move on. i am still struggling.
waiting needs extreme patience. and most importantly you have to face whatever consequences that might occur if this thing didn't work. that's what i am scared of. seriously.