Wednesday, August 15, 2007
im sorry for everything dearest BFF.
thanks for telling me all my fault with you darls since the day we knew each other.
thanks alot for commenting.
thanks for making me someone who meant something in your life.
thanks for appreciating my friendship.
thanks for everything.
i knew it at first that you darls have to say something to me.
i knew it gonna happen.
i knew what i have done.
i regret.
but one thing,
although this thing happened,
i dont regret knowing you darls.
although it been just like 6 months knowing you guys,
it was such a pleasure.
i love being with you guys.
the ones who can keep me company throughout my boring days.
you guys really cheer me up.
i do treasure the friendship.
but keep this in mind my dear darls,
i wont betrayed any of you guys.
as you know,
my love for faan is still there.
i cant possibly forget just like that.
my love for him is getting stronger each day.
althought it been like 9 fucking months i lost contact with him.
i took those lost contact moments as a dugaan daripada Allah SWT.
my intution tells me that faan will come back in my life one day.
im just counting down the days.
im hoping he will come back.
i miss those times with him.
i miss those chatting moments i had with him.
i miss everything about him.
i dont know why im having this feeling.
never in my life i like someone this bad.
never.
i wish he could read my mind now.
i wish he could read my heart.
i wish he could at least tell me the reason why he left me.
im still counting down the days.
its been like 1 year 5 mths of waiting.
and im not tired.
i will try my best to change.
change into a better person in life.
insyallah.
and darls,
i love you.
every each one of you meant something to me.
and should i say,
i just dont know how to thanks you guys.
thanks alot.
Sahrifah