assalamualaikum
day have been great with my dear girlfriends around me.
they cheer me up!
now,
i miss them alreadi.

a dedication for my dear amira & surayah.
my day wasnt a good one although i usually stated that 'days has been great with my girlfriends
around me'.
my girlfriends?
yeah!
i have it!
but yet u guys are my special fren.
a very special fren.
i miss those times where we used to hang around together after skool.
i miss those crapping sessions,those laughters,those camwhoring.
i miss it!
i really really miss it.
but yet,
i realised something weird nowdaes.
our friendship wasnt like last time anymore.
we starting to break apart.
thanks to me!
thanks to me Amira!
i regret so much.
i just cant tolerate this anymore.
i should go further away from you guys.
should i say,
we guys start to break apart as we were busy into relationship.
not for me,
but for you guys.
yeah!
i understand so much about relationship.
but yet,
why cant those guys understand our friendship?
just because a small prob,
it turn out to be like this.
im dissappointed.
yeah!
yes i am.
i cried whenever i think about what happened.
i just couldnt face you mira.
i just cant.
im sorry if i were to ignore you.
im so sorry.
memang korang ckp senang,
ignore jerlah.
layan dier mcm biase
but how?
i tried
but yet,
still the same.
no change at all.

i have make up my mind.
i should just wait for faan.
i still love him.
on how many guys i have crush on,
i still love faan.
should i say,
i live my life just for faan.
i love him.
all i can do now is to wait,wait & wait.
dan hanya utk berserah kepada Allah.
semoga,
persahabatan kita akan tetap berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.