i couldnt sleep through out the night. i was crying in the morning when i woke up to get ready for school. i couldnt take it anymore n decided to go to the clinic. i hate medicine! i was given antibiotic. as i was in damn pain. the doctor said that my skin beside the ear drum was really swollen. thats why it hurts. i could eat properly too. i cannot munch hard food. tomorrow,i wont be able to join my fellow cadets for Affirmation Ceremony! damn! i wanna go but den i need to take regular medication. every 2 to 3 hrs i have to eat 3 different types of medicine. wah,parah sey! but i wanna get well soon as i miss my girlfriends & guyfriends so much.
i dream about faan yesterday, the dream sucks! basically, in my dreams,faan was currently attached to Siti Mariam!
i miss faan lah sey. i love him i miss him do you know how much you mean to me? im so in love with you faan!