Saturday, February 03, 2007
assalamualaikummany things happened in just a weekgrandma was admitted to the hospitaln now worst.mum dislocated her right wrist.n now she's really suffering from pain.i can see those pains in her eyes.i just cant afford to see her in that conditionshe cant do anything.she cant even eat properlyshe cant take proper bath.now,she have to depend on me.yes me.dad,bro & sis are werking.i have to do the house chores,cook,n do the laundry.n i have to shower her.im so sad looking at her condition.how am i going to go through tis?i cant afford to leave her alone at home alone when im in skul.how can she took a bath?what she's gonna eat when no one at home to cook for her.im only going back from skul at 2.30pm.n starting next two weeks,im having DT.n im only will be back home at 4.30.how's will she going to cope without me?i feel like quitting skool n take care of her.she will be in that condition for the next 6mths.n during that time,i will be going through n'level.ya allah!i have to be stronglife still have to go on.how i wish faan will be here beside me now.motivating me.oh god!where are you?i need you.
Sahrifah