is it too late for me to wish you guys happy new year? haha. nevermine. days passes so fast. its time for us to leave year 2006 n begin a new year,2007. many memories were left. quarreled,trashing,misunderstanding,enjoying n many more. i will definitely miss year 2006. definitely. month March means so much to me. get to know new friends from Gunung Ledang Expedition. i miss them. n Gunung Ledang means so much to me. getting along well with the sirs realli made me happy. especially,Muhammad Farhan Jumiat. he's a Crappo! i like him. dont know why. maybe of that sense of humour like i say,he crap so much but den,he's a quiet guy. a shy guy a nerd guy yeah! he's nerd! kk,enough of this. April was the most toching day ever. i broke up with shah. i did get the truth one dae after i broke up with him. but den.... takder jodoh. i just cant loves him just because of pity. u get what i mean? he lost his memory n he want us to be together again. no is my answer. do you think that im unfair? im not sure. just that,i still miss him lah. miss as a friend. friendship? many things happened. just dont wanna elaborate more. coz it hurts so much. i was such a dissappointment. dont believe it? try to believe me. i did sins. something that i think im not suppose to do. orang salah tafsirkan kejujuran aku. maybe they just dont understand me n they didnt get my intentions. family? misunderstanding was a common things happened between family members. tiffed here n there. there's no ending. unless, we talked the problems out. tell ur true feelings to them. letting those grudges out. its not that easy. i undergo it. n it hurts. u dissappointed ur mum n dad. made them cried made them said the things that were not supposed to be said. it realli-realli hurts. year 2007 has come, new revolution were set. just that all this needs patient n confidence. without both of them those revolution could just shattered half way. n no point regreting. coz it has already happened. no use crying over a spilled milk.
im just hoping by turning 16 years old in 1 month time im matured enough to be someone who could differentiate the good n the bad. n someone who will know how to really appreciate the true meaning of friendship n family bonds.insyallah.