Tuesday, December 19, 2006
off for NCC in the morning.i dont feel like coming,but den.....training?im not sure.haha.basically,im not doing anything to make it happen coz im too busy with ncc store.clear up everything that not in used anymore.threw all the socks that been in the store for the past few years.ewww.isnt it disgusting?haha.but still have to do so.n now,ncc girls side store was clean n tidy.yeah!tidy.i love to be tidy.im so particular about hygiene.n if u want to marry me,u have to undergo a test.what test??hygiene test!haha.crap.im been crapping too much for the past few daes.im not sure why.n i irritate my friends too.till they avoid me n they ignore me.padan muker!after ncc off to bugis.ni ar,nak carik boxer aman.saper entah yg pandai2 ckp boxer kat bugis street cost $5 for 2.giler per org nak jual tu murah?aper,tu 2nd hand yer boxer per.haha.there i go again crapping!stop it sey!last2,gi beach road.beli jual boxer yg $10 for 2.gundu betul!n its raining heavily k.we walked from bugis to beach road.lorong2 mane entah kiter jalan.lorong,lorong jugak kiter tetap sampai k.dont pray,pray!haha.after aman bought boxer,off to have our lunch at the hawker centre there.i ate mee goreng mamak.worth if sey.$3 jer tau n somemore mee goreng dier yer tinggi mcm gunung ledang.haha.crap!!!!!!!!stop it sey!after ate our lunch,we went back home.took 12 back.i sleep through out the journey.tu pun asyik terbangun-bangun.makluk maner entah asyik terlanggar aku.potong stim orang nak menbuta jer.haha.reach home around 6.45 gitu.took a bath n off to lala land.i just cant take it anymore!tis is beyond my patient.people around me nowdaes realli realli test my patient.there's a limit to it.aku dah byk bersabar.n realli kesabaran realli make my life more worse!!memang orang kate yg kesabaran adalah separuh daripada iman.but den,kalau kiter takleh bersabar lagik mcm maner?just sabar jer?arghhh.but realli beristifar realli make me calm down.i do that whenever,overloaded patient strike.family??tiff is not gonig on anymore but den i still cant get along.im still with my daily routine.locking myself im my room.n i think it been weeks that i didnt talk to my parents.dorang tanyer sepatah,aku jawab sepatah.n still ibu tetap dengan sikap dingin dier.i wont say much.but,i realli suffer alot.suffer from wat?hanya ALLAH saja yg tahu.i made my decision.i should just forget about him.i just cant tolerate tis.what for love someone who dont realli love you.what for?buat jeruk?arghhh.overloaded alreadi.basically,he's avoiding me.im not being a negative thinker here,but i been noticing it.n its true!whenever i online in msn,he will automatically offline.this wasnt the ferst time.i regret so much.its not that i regret knowing him but den i regret because he just cant be a great fren.yeah!not a great fren.tis is my final decision.i wont turn back.look forward sahrifah.dont look back.it will just make you suffer.thanks for everything.n i think i dont need it anymore.simpan jer.jgn luper kunci skali,takot hilang pulak.haha,crap.im gonna start anew.wait for a new me!stay tune guys!
Sahrifah