Wednesday, November 08, 2006
why must they treat me tis way??does i belongs to tis family??i know that i have have been so rude to them through out tis year.being a youngest in the family wasnt so easy for me.being a daughter n a younger sis was a torture to me.i couldnt be a great daughter n a great sis.but i have my dignity.it seem that they were ignoring me.i just hate it so much.mum n dad seems to love big bro n sis even more.not me.its not fair at all.i just hate them.
im kinda dissappointed with my dad n mum.just cant elaborate more.haishh.kinda dissappointed with myself too.i have not been a good daughter.omg!please help me.
my family wasnt like last time.where we had lunch together as a family,joking with each other,telling riddles.i miss those tymes.semer sekarang mcm buat hal masing2.i just hate it.why cant we be like other family??spent time together.
last tyme kakak loves to say im a ANAK ANGKAT.kakak ckp yg aku ni anak pungut.i wonder if it is true.
Sahrifah