Sunday, November 12, 2006
WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES!!!im dead bored at home.i miss my friendss!!!!i wanna go out!!but den,no one wanna accompany me!arghhh.no one is at home now.mum went to the carnival thingy at tanah merah ferry terminal.bro having some dikir show at SWISS HOTEL.omg!!!im dead bored!!!maybe i should go out alone instead.i miss TOWNING!!!i miss strolling at the beach!i miss EVERYTHING that i usually enjoy with my friends!i miss my friends smile n laughters.i need a fren right now to keep me company!i need someone to listen to the probs that im having now!i must not keep tis probs flowing in mind all the way!it needed to be solve rite now!i just cant take it anymore!everyone in the house now have starting to ill-treat me.mum n dad,keep scolding me.i cant take it anymore.bro n sis were both busy with their work.mum keep avoiding herself from me.mum n dad scolded me because i sleep so much.all i do now,is eating n siting infront comp.thats my daily routine.aint it bored???yeah!!!its damn bloody bored!went i wanna go out,they will like making face to me.they dont let me to go out!i want back my old freedom.where has it gone?maybe in the evening i should go out to take it fresh air.i been keeping myself in the room.i need fresh air.i should go take a stroll at the beach n have a peace of mind there.forget everything that are troubling me rite now.those things are realli killing me!i should not take up my bad habit again.i must prevent myself from lighting up the lighter.say no to CIGs!!!i must change to a better person.everyday i pray hoping that i would be given a second chance to start anew.yeah!a new me.i should turn into new leaf.all tis is for my own good.im willing to change.my heart says that.
Sahrifah